I still cant Believe it.

crystal · Post by **crystal** » Mon Mar 14, 2005 5:24 am

I donâ€™t quite know where to start. I am 22 years old and when I was a little girl I had a half brother 9 years older and a brother 5 years older and they listened to a lot.... all pantera and I can remember Leo my 1\2 brother blaring it all the time and he had all the videos. and i hate to say that i had lost a good part of my memory for quite a while and forgot about a lot of that and when the greatest guitarist in my time was so fucking stupidly killed they played a lot of there songs and then i remembered. and im sorry that i lost out on being a fan for so long. when i heard i just held my daughter who is 1 and just cried for hours, so many thoughts at once, what the fuck kind of world is my daughter in, and i could NEVER imagine what vinny had to see that night. and god what phill must feel it must be so hard on him but through all the bad that happen between the 3 there was so much good and i bet that dime knew that deep down Phil loved him. i think he should have been able to go to the furnal. he had every right and i believe that he blames himself for what happen, but he shouldnâ€™t. all i can say is im sorry and i still cant believe it all. now i cant even enjoy a good show cause what if the same happens again. i donâ€™t think i could ever deal with that. our kind of music may bring hate and anger but that hate and anger is what brings us together and what frees us and keep us from doing stupid shit like that fuck did. my love to everyone. and im so sorry.

love forever,
crystal, aka black widow

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Mon Mar 14, 2005 5:33 am

Black Widow or Widdow?

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Mon Mar 14, 2005 5:34 am

Also, how old are you REALLY?
Your spelling is terrible.

crystal · Post by **crystal** » Mon Mar 14, 2005 5:45 am

Roz wrote:Also, how old are you REALLY?
Your spelling is terrible.

i suck at spelling and i spell it widdow cause when i got my yahoo id there were too manny widow, im trying to figure this chat thing out

shit · Post by **shit** » Mon Mar 14, 2005 10:02 am

Wow, same thread in two forums

Bren · Post by **Bren** » Mon Mar 14, 2005 12:10 pm

hi crystal

Severed Shadow · Post by **Severed Shadow** » Mon Mar 14, 2005 6:16 pm

"Beleave" isn't a word. Sorry to inform you of this travesty, but it's the truth.

crystal · Post by **crystal** » Mon Mar 14, 2005 7:56 pm

Bren wrote:hi crystal

hello

Browns Town · Post by **Browns Town** » Mon Mar 14, 2005 9:06 pm

I guarantee you this chick is hot and was abused by her father.

richard · Post by **richard** » Mon Mar 14, 2005 9:37 pm

Browns Town wrote:I guarantee you this chick is hot and was abused by her father.

ahaha

Bren · Post by **Bren** » Tue Mar 15, 2005 2:59 am

crystal wrote: hello

a/s/l

crystal · Post by **crystal** » Tue Mar 15, 2005 2:28 pm

Bren wrote:
crystal wrote: hello
a/s/l

22/f/fl

Bren · Post by **Bren** » Tue Mar 15, 2005 5:30 pm

pics?

Lizzy · Post by **Lizzy** » Tue Mar 15, 2005 6:46 pm

Bren you should know better, take that to PM

DevilAnse · Post by **DevilAnse** » Tue Mar 15, 2005 8:09 pm

Isn't everyone on the PBB a girl, nowadays?

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